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Terrified

In the deafening noise of silence
Shock defines every fiber of my being
As the words start to sink in
Eyes blurred as liquid start to show
My whole body stood still and cold
Voice cracked when I started to speak
A hot fluid fell down my cheeks
I impossibly tried pulling it back
Then my knees went Jell-O
Slowly pulling me down to the floor
As if I'll find strength sitting
A moment passed before I find myself back
The pain and fear was still there
"Ground, swallow me up now..." I said
I wish I could hide from this pain crept into my heart
To bleed for something I can't have is unbearable
To bleed for something I have is too much
It's all that I have
And losing it would kill me
My imperfections, pardon me
All I want is find my way home
Rush into your arms
Feel the warmth of your skin
Feel the intensity of your love
And tell you, te amo, Mama.

 - M
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