Light Bulb Moments

In the deafening noise of silence Shock defines every fiber of my being As the words start to sink in Eyes blurred as liquid start to show My whole body stood still and cold Voice cracked when I started to speak A hot fluid fell down my cheeks I impossibly tried pulling it back Then my knees went Jell-O Slowly pulling me down to the floor As if I'll find strength sitting A moment passed before I find myself back The pain and fear was still there "Ground, swallow me up now..." I said I wish I could hide from this pain crept into my heart To bleed for something I can't have is unbearable To bleed for something I have is too much It's all that I have And losing it would kill me My imperfections, pardon me All I want is find my way home Rush into your arms Feel the warmth of your skin Feel the intensity of your love And tell you, te amo,  Mama. - M

Dear God, I know how much I owe to You my life. How You've shown that my life is vital in the human race, I grasped what the world is all about, that evil lurks and good prevails. That in this jungle of commotion, survival of the fittest is our strong weapon. I thank You for giving me the strength to face life; for guiding me through the right path; and for never ever leaving me in my ups and downs, in my dreams and fantasies, and even when I go wrong. Thank You for the chance You gave; despite the fact that sometimes, I don't have the courage to follow You. Forgive me for all the things I made wrong, the sins I have committed and for disobeying Your commandments. Help me in doing and accomplishing my tasks. Endow me with knowledge and guide me. That what I do may be a blessing to others. Help me to accept whatever achievements and failures I may encounter as I walk through life. A lot of struggles and pain may come in my life unexpectedly,every rough roads ...