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Road To The Future

Growing up, I’ve always been competitive and an achiever child, been into places at a young age because of my writing ability. But it is in becoming an Electronics and Communications Engineer that I value the essence of failing. During my third year, when I first failed, it was hard but the good thing is, it gave room for my personal enhancement and determination.

What I’m try to say is, taking the same subject the second time around will make you understand better and more knowledgable in the field you chose and the more you gain, the more you’re determined to strive harder and learn more.

Truth is, the opportunities that come to me were always catchy but not really to the best of my interest. And honestly speaking, mostly, it has something to do with my personal agenda and how great it would be to be part of something big. It’s not always about my need to be someone in the field I’ve chosen but to be someone in something that I’m compassionate about.


I fear that I might not do well but I’ve always wanted to take risks and I’ve always encouraged myself to learn even though I only like it half-heartedly, believing that I’d come to love it eventually.

I didn’t envision something specific, since I’m stil a baby when it comes to applications, all I know is that I want to do something that could help establish the development of our dear land in the industry and in the field of agriculture.


I have to be honest, it’s kinda weird for me having statements like this. I cannot promise anything, but as I said, I’m trying and I’ll strive harder. I know I could still make it. I only hope, I won’t get discouraged again easily.

Long live, I continue!


- M

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